i'm in it. inner chaos.

i didn't get enough rest over the weekend. everything feels wrong. i know it's probably an overreaction but it still sucks.

the panel is not working. i'm fighting not to take a scissors to it. chop it up, just so it can be gone. it's representing my disconnected frustration. the back looks better than the front.

maybe tomorrow i'll feel better, but i think it's gonna take some days. my weekend's still 3 days away and the gran-baybees are on one.

:hope ray:
i tell you: one must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star. -friedrich nietzsche.

[↑date - how could i have spaced that it's a full moon... explains a lot. pink moon. sprouting grass moon.]


jude said...

yes it is the moon. and the stitching is fabulous, on both sides.

grace Forrest~Maestas said...

ooooooooo that miss momma moooon

i think i know you "from before".

twhIch aye said...

thank you jude... my moony eyes may be playing tricks on me. maybe since i slipped up and didn't keep track of her... i'm so out of sorts.

twhIch aye said...

hi grace :) mama moon is pulling strong this time around
i hope i did... nice to meet you again friend from before :)

grace Forrest~Maestas said...

everytime i've looked at the
"back" of this cloth, i can't help
thinking of it as a
here, the night sky is almost
more stars than it is darkness

twhIch aye said...

i didn't see that before. i can see that now. has me thinking if the stars were all different colors. rainbow constellations? color coded constellations? wow. thank you grace.