Getting it together



it's been a long time since i've taken a class. the class i'm taking is a freeform freeflowing one and thank goodness. i'm still a little overwhelmed. i am really slow. i'm realizing more about how i work... my :thought to manifestation: process. i take a lot of time thinking about things. which can be good, but i'm realizing where it makes me stop action. where it stops the freeflow from :wherever things come from:.

also realizing just how quiet i am. probably a mixture of shy and just not inclined to talking a lot. i think a lot about what i see, but it feels only relevant to me. i'm not used to voicing my thoughts all time. feels strange to me. probably a cultural thing. runs against the grain of this internet world. i'm trying to figure out how to make a balance of this, since i obviously want to participate in this forum (i'm here).

can't forget to factor in the grandbaybees... a terrible two and a frazzling four... :)

so i'm in the process of figuring it all out or at least as much as i can, from what i'm aware of at this point...

7 comments:

Suzanna said...

Your piece is lovely and peaceful looking. Being quiet and slow are good things, even though the world doesn't seem to value them. Meaning develops in quietness and what is gained by speed anyway? I'm glad you wrote this...what we're learning is all very new and overwhelming. I guess the balance comes when it's ready.

grace Forrest~Maestas said...

i said a little while ago that i thought i "knew you from before",
well, yes
and i also am learning you from now
and really very much love these
words.

grace Forrest~Maestas said...

and you.

twhIch aye said...

hi suzanna! thank you for the compliments and your words... :)

yeah :my self is telling my self: to open and speed myself up, but i don't think the speed thing is going to work. so i am going to just do my utmost to be open to the new experience.

i've also been writing things down on paper with those little brain:storming: bubbles and that is helping to get a handle on things and reduce the sensory overload.

judes's work is just so amazing and i don't want to miss a drop of this experience... i feel so lucky to be taking part. so i'm just gonna put my chin down and trust :)

twhIch aye said...

hey grace! :) yup i think we did know from before...

and i'm glad the words are giving off good light. when i'm experiencing, i always think it's just me. it really helps to know that there are others out there who feel like i.

thank you so much grace!

Kaye Turner said...

It sounds like you're weaving yourself as well as strips of cloth. It sounds like very powerful stuff. It looks good.

twhIch aye said...

hi kaye! weaving myself uniting myself weaving with a community... thank you for pointing me to that. unraveling and re-weaving... :)